Better Together

i have done this millions of times, pouring my feelings onto a piece of paper, filled with sketches and scribbles, words stroke replaced with new ones just to get the rhythm going. it used to be easy, even the heartbreaks are way easier than this. but this, is an outburst of feelings, like the one you have on your firsts; first kiss, first i-love-you, first cup of shared hot chocolate; times a thousand, exploding together, all at once. it's too much happiness to fit in the caption of all the photographs we took, all the moving scenes of us, and of splashing rainbows he gives on each and every frame. my words are overdue. and this time, it's a good, good thing.

"i'll tell you one thing 

it's always better 

when we're together"

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for the first time after a real while

certainty means the exact opposite

and no matter how strong your grip is

the earth feels too lose under your feet

you thought when the quest is over

the world will finally put your mind at ease

but those mouths won't ever stop will they?

sucking hard on your confidence like leech

so you surrender with palms kissing the floor

to the one who owns the heart

and the feelings it both produces and consumes

so that if broken it must be from if a falling shall occur

the faith and patience would stay

though the bravery and determination

may not be much more